So NOT Motivated.

I've come to a point in my life where I have become so unmotivated in every single way. Like .... in every way possible. I hate being here, I really do. "Here" as in at this unmotivated point in my life. I've become unmotivated to "do" school, work, or exercise. It's not that I'm quitting or whatever, it's just that it's close to the end of the year and I'm gaining to mindset of wanting to stop and just really wanting the holidays.
Um, but the good news is that I'm very easily motivated and inspired, so I think I should be okay. ;)

... on a different note, I love hearing that my brother is learning a lot at this time in his life. For so long, I've prayed for God to work in his heart and all along, that's exactly what He's been doing. I was almost going to say, "He's finally doing it.. God's finally heard my prayers and is moving now" but the reality of the truth is that He's been doing it all this time ... working in my brother's heart and even leading him to pray the prayer, "Work in me, let me be used for Your glory.." So much to the point where He's had to give and take away from my brother's life. I bet my brother feels so much pain, but all I see is beauty in this. It's going to be awesome when he takes a look back at this time, I'm sure he'll say the same. Today he posted a clip of the song he was singing .... "I'll turn my vices into victory. The power of Christ has set me free. You've broken my chains ... in You, I'm saved.." Excited for what He'll reveal to him.


Now .... I really have to get to work and conquer this paper that I have to start and finish tonight.