FEELING

As I take a look into the busyness of my schedule, I'm realizing that there's only a couple more weeks until Fall semester is over ... and then I think to myself, "where the heck did the time go?!" Maybe much of that time was spent trying to figure out where it went, but to be very truthful, I've been overbooked. For some reason, being able to control and handle the busyness of life appealed to me and I wanted to be known as a person that was able to handle all of that. It's so silly, but I wanted people to look at me and see that I was a hard-worker because I've always felt less than that. (That's a different story for another time).

But now, there's nothing to see other than an overbooked Heaven ... just trying to make the meetings, get through them, and then onto the next task. That's been my life these days ... literally a routine.

Nonetheless, I want to embrace these times, though it isn't easy, and quite frankly, something I've learning over and over again.