Lack of motivation, but that's okay for now.

I can't believe it's fall break. The window is open and I'm currently listening to my James Morrison radio on Pandora. The weather today is perfect - maybe a little chilly, but it's a good thing. As I spend my afternoon packing to go home for the weekend, I'm a little sad ... because everyone's leaving. I can't even begin to imagine how the end of the school year will be like. 

This week has been a weird one. Maybe 'cause the weather's changing or maybe because everyone was sick? Everyone was sick, but thankfully, I am still healthy as ever all through the grace of God. :) In all honesty, I was anxious about this 3-day week because I had so much work to do for my classes. It just felt overwhelming even if it didn't sound like it ... but as always, God never allows anything to come my way while He already knows what I can and cannot handle. Anyway, I know that I'll be using this break to catch up on school work. I'm pretty disappointed with my midterm grades, but it'll be okay! 

Yesterday night, Maiya and I had this really long conversation about people and love and how being here is so awesome, but at the same time, it's hard because of the people that you're constantly around. You see their true selves and they'll see yours .... and when that happens, will you still choose to love them the same? Of course, we'll try, but it ain't easy. It was really good getting to know a little bit of the things on her heart and the way she feels towards certain things. Anyway, with that being said, we both woke up late this morning. 

....feelin' free as a bird!